I maybe alone but not lonely

I love to be alone. I never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude.

I choose to love you in loneliness, for in loneliness, no one owns you but I.

I always see to it that I have some free time everyday. There should be at least one hour or more for me where I can be by myself. I consider my room as my lair. I may not be literally alone inside the room, but I see myself being alone in the sense that I can focus more on the things that I want to achieve by myself. I often walk by myself in school. For me, this is the time to reflect on just about everything. and to add to my many solitary acts, I love to watch movies, play computer games or just hang in the house - all in the company of me and myself. Some people might say that I am a lonely girl, others might say that I wallow in low self-esteem. Still, others might suspect that I am afflicted with Asperger's syndrome. Well, it wouldn't be a shock to me if they said such things or thought that way, but I certainly don't possess all of that. In fact, I still have some friends whom I like to have fun. I feel good about myself and I don't hesitate to show my feelings. And I certainly not anti-social nor do I suffer from anything that prevents me from having relationships. What I do have is a belief from the saying "I maybe alone, but not lonely." Usually, when people heard the word "alone", they associated it with being lonely or sad. But for me, being alone doesn't mean being lonely. Being alone makes me feel free and independent. Whenever I'm alone, I feel, I can do anything because no one is there to stop me or judge. I can finish things quickly and efficiently because no one is there to disturb me. I can reflect on the things that I have done lately and reflect about anything that I have read or seen.